Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change
I'm bored with life.
I really like my job and I'm there all the time... which isnt as much time as my boss spends there but I do spend A LOT of time there and honestly I enjoy it. I still have doubts that I will be any good at it. I hope that I'm doing a decent job so far. I know that I still have a lot to learn but I dont want to fuck it up. I've never done anything like this before, but I feel like theres high expectations for me, not just from myself but from everyone else there. I dont mind working the long hours at all, but I just dont want to be a disappointment to everyone.
I need more excitement in my life, truly. Like on my days off, I basically just sleep all day because I'm so tired. And I know thats bad... I'm still trying to get into a good habit of being able to go to bed at 4 or 5 in the morning and wake up at a decent time so I dont waste the day away. I just need to adjust to it, and I'm not doing a good job so far.
Sayaka suggested a hobby, but I dont know what especially cause my schedule is still fluxuating and isnt the same from week to week. Plus the hours that I work aren't super condusive to hobbies.
Thats basically it. I'm just bored with life.
I really like my job and I'm there all the time... which isnt as much time as my boss spends there but I do spend A LOT of time there and honestly I enjoy it. I still have doubts that I will be any good at it. I hope that I'm doing a decent job so far. I know that I still have a lot to learn but I dont want to fuck it up. I've never done anything like this before, but I feel like theres high expectations for me, not just from myself but from everyone else there. I dont mind working the long hours at all, but I just dont want to be a disappointment to everyone.
I need more excitement in my life, truly. Like on my days off, I basically just sleep all day because I'm so tired. And I know thats bad... I'm still trying to get into a good habit of being able to go to bed at 4 or 5 in the morning and wake up at a decent time so I dont waste the day away. I just need to adjust to it, and I'm not doing a good job so far.
Sayaka suggested a hobby, but I dont know what especially cause my schedule is still fluxuating and isnt the same from week to week. Plus the hours that I work aren't super condusive to hobbies.
Thats basically it. I'm just bored with life.