May 28, 2009 07:03
But Honestly I have been to busy.
I am writing here today mainly to write. I want to work some of the Cobwebs out of my brain so I can start working on my book some more. so I am just going to ramble for a bit. if you do not wish to read my ramblings feel free to keep going. thank you :)
I have had nothing very intelligent to say lately. Well, nothing impressively intelligent. I have just been working my crappy job and sleeping mostly. and I'm pretty sure I am driving my awesome girlfriend nuts. which is bad because I do not wish to drive her nuts. I just don't seem to have any energy lately. And yes Dear I know you are on here and can read this. But you know me I don't hide anything.
Speaking of, I know a lot of people want to keep their lives in a personal perspective. But I have noticed more and more Journals going private as of late. true you don't want joe shmoe reading what you did this past weekend. you also probably don't want your boss to know you called out of work to go to the club. But why so secretive? I have never put my profile on Private. I don't like lying and I could give a rats ass about who knows what I am up to or not. does this make me awesome and bad ass? no. But I feel I have nothing to hide from the world. I show the world my smiles my blood and my tears and dare the world to strike me down. It is very liberating to know I have nothing to hide and that my "Skeletons" as it were are in my window and not in my closet. no one from my past can soil my name, Or come up to some one I love and go "Hey did you know Brian used to Beat people up all the time?" My loved ones would probably turn around then and yes yes and probably insert some very witty quip as a exclamation point. But I am speculating.
Hmm, my brain seems to be skipping again today for true.
I would really like a few days off from well everything. just so I can sit down and slam out a couple of chapters and revise my story a bit. IF you don't know who/what I am writing about feel free to ask. though I warn you I may talk your ear off about it.
oh well, I guess that is enough out of me for today.
hope I didn't bore any one to death.
Later kids
~PuncH