You know what they say, suddenly everything... suddenly everything's... REAL.
Had track today and well none of you in here know this.. actully no one outside of my house knows this but.. I have this incredble shy-ness thing like I will seriously freak out, scream, rip hair out of my head, cry, the whole works when i have to go somewhere where i'm not friends with anyone etc. and it's terrible. that's why i didn't go last week sara made me join than didn't join and she doesn't want to join now. I freaked out last week throwing stuff screaming at my mom but it's her fault too she blamed it on me. She blamed a problem I have on me. My dad was the only one who cared.. he's the only one. And that's why i'd rather live with him.. so I went and because i'm slow i made a new friend Ashley Endalls sister!! agh! she's only in 5th grade but she's cool. reminds me of... people. ial so let's hope i'm getting over this whole shy-ness thing. Its why i'm dreading high school pretty much. What else? John Bon works at a different Burger King.. swear thats the only place the kid works at.. ever! it's terrible! ial oh well. I looked over, slammed on the glass and screamed LEPERCAUN! and thats what I do. hmm what else.. what elseeee. Mom's not home from school yet ::sighs:: she never is, were always home alone and it's well frankly.. gay! it's stupid.. it makes me so f-ing angry that I can't have a normal family living situations.. at least all the other kids with the divorced parents get one of there parents with them most of the time! it seems like i have none.. dad's at a football meeting. again. whatever.