So here's a present to let you know I still exsist...
The other day I was thinking about college and what the fuck i'm doing about it. Was thinking about college in Texas, living with my Aunt Laura. And it doesn't seem like that bad of an idea really, I know she has enough cash for it. She's a doctor and all she supports is herself, her girlfriend, and her girlfriend's two neices. And plus she put the idea up there. And it sucks because everyone is always going on how much I remind them of her, and how much I look like her, and I've never really hung out with her. Never really got to know her, and that sucks and makes me sad. And the only reasons I can see me not going there is 1.Having a boyfriend that lives on Staten Island, but tell me when the fuck is that gonna happen? I wonder if i'd have better chances with the cowboys in Tex-ass. and than 2.Friends here... but they are probally going to colleges all over too. ::sigh:: I need a career choice.. I was thinking about a doctor.. my dad always wanted me to be that. Or a verternarian. But animals smell. I want to make something out of this life they call nothing. Any ideas? Help me.