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cracked open when my bed doesnt smell like you anymore
lying on the bedroom floor where i fucked you once, briefly
we said waiting wasnt much to do but i dont feel like waiting
months might just be a bunch of days to get through but im
i dont know im impatient. im itching and im anxious and,
im talking to you nightly but its not the same as breathing
where youre breathing and listening to you sighing next to me
hoping i dont snore too loud and wake you up too early
its weird to want to be where i could wake you up by snoring
its boring not having you to sit here doing nothing with me
i know you miss me too but thats not exactly comforting
im mostly frustrated that i cant do much more more than wait
even when i see you theres limits, theres a cap on what
and how much we can do together, when we are together
and we rarely will be, but i think its worth it to me
i think im happy when i hear you snoring with me
lying on the bedroom floor where i fucked you once, briefly
we said waiting wasnt much to do but i dont feel like waiting
months might just be a bunch of days to get through but im
i dont know im impatient. im itching and im anxious and,
im talking to you nightly but its not the same as breathing
where youre breathing and listening to you sighing next to me
hoping i dont snore too loud and wake you up too early
its weird to want to be where i could wake you up by snoring
its boring not having you to sit here doing nothing with me
i know you miss me too but thats not exactly comforting
im mostly frustrated that i cant do much more more than wait
even when i see you theres limits, theres a cap on what
and how much we can do together, when we are together
and we rarely will be, but i think its worth it to me
i think im happy when i hear you snoring with me