Dec 09, 2012 20:05
i hack up a solar vomit, sick and blinding
waking up in a haze, but not awake, not,
i'm? reversed, i'm so tired all the time
i speak a breeze like fire and i choke,
melting in a wind that feels like sleep
i breathe acids and think in poisons
i can't remember places ive sighed,
who are all the people ive crashed on?
im locked in a 5'5", rotten coffin
choking on guilt and spitting blood,
no, spitting spit. it's not blood. it's not,
it's not red. it's not thick enough.
it looked like it though. hallucinating?
self deprecation through air deprivation,
wholly unthinking, i'm living in a daze