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I'm so fucked up right now I don't know whats going on. I have turned into such a fucking wreck. Really I don't know why all of a sudden kenny is being such a an asshole and until friday we had been on the same page and all we did was hang out and all either of us wanted to do was hang out and now hes completely changed and I don't know what to do I just want things to be how they were. And I think he thinks because I have no inclination to have sex or anything, not that I wouldnt I just have no drive to, that I'm prude. It has absolutly nothing to do with that it's just soo monotonous, like oh look my shirt is off again. I just want to lay with him in bed and cuddle and kiss, not just happen to be undressed everytime he comes over.BUt really I just don't know why he changed all of a sudden I hope he gets over it or I really will break up with him because I refuse to deal with how he has been treating me lately, especially today. aigsdhgsajfdkjASGDJGSDGSAJDGKJSAGDJKGWS ughhhhhhhhhhh and even through all of this I still love him. I'm so fucked up.