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sigh...the friends that I had were only using me for coke ya dana your right I dont give a fuck I dont talk to you anyway...fuck kevin, fuck dana, fuck rachel , fuck kristen, users, all of you fuck you all. Im really in a werid mood. I want to be able to love someone again but everytime I get close I become "to good of a friend" fuck that, how the hell are you suppose to ask somweone out if you dont hang out?! What is the point were your able to ask it , its fucked system, you wanna become there friend so you can get to no them but then they get use to that so you cant ask them out its bullshitt. and if oyu ask to early they might not even wanan be your friend!!??! fuckk. MY birthday... wtf I forgot it. Even me, ppl remeber matts b4 mine gah..who cares ill lothe in my sorrow and down some acid on the beach or something. I miss coke a lot but I like sleeping, if only coke let you sleep when you come down gah. I really wanna write something that will like...make ppl stop and go, damn this kid is in pain but not like pain pain like what I feel now the feeling of udder sadness from the core of my heart ...... spreading....I feel a master peice next post..