Jan 16, 2007 18:00
Im so worried, I think that she'll be gone before I can ask, and with kevin being such a douche....I dont know it makes me sad. I want to hang out with her more alone, but I cant when kevin is always budding in and making everyone ditch me. I feel like im on another planet. I feel very dark and alone. I dont know why, ive gotten 12 hours of sleep in 3 days, Ive been out of it, it feels like im stuck behide a wall of fog where I can barly make out things and sounds. I dont know whats going on. But I know im sad. I know that im scared. I know that Kevin is going to make me really upset more and more.