grounded
i'm fucking grounded for a month becasue my mom saw the hole gamby kicked through the wall and all the bb holes. i'm grounded becasue i did it and i let other people do it and i didnt make them stop or tell my mom after. i have to pay to fix all the damages or fix them myself and pay for the materials and i'm grounded untill its fixed. i hate her i hate it here i hate this fucking town and i hate myself for going along and not saying stop cause i dont want to be seen as a pussy by my friends. school starts tommorow i wont be able to stay after school i wont be able to do crew and i wont be able to have a life. everything was so good while camping, clean air no mom to annoy me no stress or problems and as soon as i get back its worse then ever. i can never have something good without something bad happening 9 fold. i wont be getting my bass i wont be getting my current bass re freted oh and i wont be getting my car. my mom thinks if i'm not responsable enough to control my friends when there over then i'm not mature enough to have a car. and since i have to pay for everything i probably wont end up getting a car cause i have to fix a fucking lot and do alot extraand more then whats needed cause my mom said so. because i put a bunch of little holes and one big one i have to fix the little ones pay for the big one then repaint the whole basement. and i have to pay for brushes paint everything. what the fuck?