As the blood flows from my veins, my love for you drains from my heart.
Ugh so much fucking stress lately. I am seriously begining to hate being in relationships. Well to start off last week Lauren gets off the phone with me *after I said I would let her go several tiems* to "call me right back, she had to do something". Well yea she calls her ex fucking boyfriend, who she "hates" and all to talk to him about shit going on in her life. Hello! im your fucking boyfriend, why you talking to your ex who you said you "hate". So yea that pissed me off, and to top it off she has been distant as can be for a while. So I go to see ehr Saturday, and she is on and off with shit that day. She is all like cuddling me and being like not out of my site, and then she was like blowing me off and being a bitch. This pissed me off, but Doug was there so yea it was chill only because that. Well today, her ex that she "hates" comes over and tries hooking up with her and shit. She said she would get pissed if I hung out with a ex, but yet she thinks I shouldent get pissed? Fuck that shit. I was highly pissed off. We got into a fight. Well it wasnt ment to be, but she kept saying shit that pissed me off. She said she will change, but honestly I was pissed and could have gave a fuck less. Im sorry, but when I told her I wanted to chill with a ex, she got all pissy and said she wouldent talk to me. I was just so mad. Ugh god im seriously hating relationships right now.Grrrr fuck fuck fuck fuck. Anyway other then that, I saw White Jimmy who I havent seen in a long ass time. Other then that nothing is going on just fucking ittitated.