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Im begining to hate this town I live in. I talk to a total of like, 5 people in it, and hang out with just Gabby and Billy if he is with her. This town is so fucking horrid and lame. Attention, Clayton New JErsey sucks more dick then a crackwhore trying to get a fix. I need to hit the lotto and move, or something. I need to get friends that live closer too. They all live to far away, bastards. Spider, his woman, me and a few others went to some "party" thing. It was pretty much some cheap ass knock off rave, with one live band, that well sucked more then my town. I was told I was a fag because I wear make up by some guy at it, so Spider kept trying to kiss me, that bastad. We ended up leaving and going to different late night open places, now that was fun. I went to the rink on Saturday and was like molested in the corner by the DJ booth, which was interesting. I was so hyper, and I love how my make up turned out! God I was happy. I wanna check out some club in NY, it is a goth/industrial club, and I heard a bit about it from Widow and Minky. Might have to go visit them for a while and have fun. Im also actually cracking down, and might actually involve myself with a girlfriend. No one right now in mind, but I am always open to someone that accepts me for me, and will not try to change who I am, and wont change themselves to try and fit my intrest. Im a unique person, I will be flat up fucking blunt about things, and I really dont care what people think. Remember opinions are like assholes, everyones has one, and they all stink. Im also have a good amount saved for my new pc, I have like $600, which isnt to bad. I should have one soon, sucks working so much, and not gettng paid for the one job, and not working constantly on the one that does pay. Bastards! I also might be starting a job at the carnival soon, I need to actually contact them and see whats up, since they called me a day or two ago. Oh and I been doing more of my sideshow freak practice. I managed to get a sword over a foot down my throat *which Spider said would make me a great gay man* but havent been able to since. I also did well on the fire breathing, I only almost lit myself on fire. So it is all good. I must say that life isnt to bad, I love being me.