Hokay, so.
I'm completely insane. No, really, I am. And I'm not saying this as if I'm one of those trailer goth kids going "DUUUDE I'M SO CRRRRRAZAY!" I seriously think I've gone off the edge.
So if you don't see me for all of Fall semester, you can blame it on many different things. You could blame it on my 8am modern dance class. Or you could blame it on my four hour 2D design class. Or on my perpetual commute between SFCC and UF. Or on my hardxcore studying that will be going on, every waking hour. Don't get me wrong, I'm fully embracing all these classes. It was my choice, afterall, to take all of them! I could have just taken four classes at santa fe, and left it at that. But I can't live any longer without taking French. I feel empty and alone without it... really. I might be dramatizing, but I'm serious- I love French, and I love speaking it, learning it, thinking about it, thinking /in/ it! And since winter I've been without it completely. So yes. I might be crazy for choosing to stress myself out so much, and I'm recognizing that. I just hope that I can do it. I have to do it. I have to go do French homework and get off of LJ...
OH SHIT
I'M LATE FOR THE CMC VOLUNTEER RETREAT!
edit: Nevermind. In my planner it says that it's from 11-12:30, or maybe it's next weekend?
I should really pay more attention. I try to, I really do, but my mind just seems to... wander when they're talking about boring things that don't concern me as a volunteer. Specifically, "Please, talk to us for 15 minutes about how the archives project is going!" and then I just kind of... disappear. And all of a sudden they're talking about something important! Like dates and times and meetings, and I'm like "whaa?" and they're like "Oh, Aja's confused again. *laughlaugh* What a flake! She doesn't even show up most of the time!" and it's all fun and games because I can't seem to fucking concentrate. -_-
So if you don't see me for all of Fall semester, you can blame it on many different things. You could blame it on my 8am modern dance class. Or you could blame it on my four hour 2D design class. Or on my perpetual commute between SFCC and UF. Or on my hardxcore studying that will be going on, every waking hour. Don't get me wrong, I'm fully embracing all these classes. It was my choice, afterall, to take all of them! I could have just taken four classes at santa fe, and left it at that. But I can't live any longer without taking French. I feel empty and alone without it... really. I might be dramatizing, but I'm serious- I love French, and I love speaking it, learning it, thinking about it, thinking /in/ it! And since winter I've been without it completely. So yes. I might be crazy for choosing to stress myself out so much, and I'm recognizing that. I just hope that I can do it. I have to do it. I have to go do French homework and get off of LJ...
OH SHIT
I'M LATE FOR THE CMC VOLUNTEER RETREAT!
edit: Nevermind. In my planner it says that it's from 11-12:30, or maybe it's next weekend?
I should really pay more attention. I try to, I really do, but my mind just seems to... wander when they're talking about boring things that don't concern me as a volunteer. Specifically, "Please, talk to us for 15 minutes about how the archives project is going!" and then I just kind of... disappear. And all of a sudden they're talking about something important! Like dates and times and meetings, and I'm like "whaa?" and they're like "Oh, Aja's confused again. *laughlaugh* What a flake! She doesn't even show up most of the time!" and it's all fun and games because I can't seem to fucking concentrate. -_-