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Well, its offical, Pap kens I smoke. He found fags in my bag. For those of you who know me well enuf you will know this is a huge deal and I'm VERY lucky to be alive, yet only just. He is totally blanking me which is worse than shouting. I'm just tryin to get outa the house every night to avoid him. He soooo hates me its quite upsetting, but I have brought it upon myself so I have no1 to blame.
This all just makes me want to smoke more to calm the nerves. God I'm just a fuckin gluten for punishment, I really should live in a forgein country where no1 knows me.
This all just makes me want to smoke more to calm the nerves. God I'm just a fuckin gluten for punishment, I really should live in a forgein country where no1 knows me.