The Past Was The Past (2/2)
Title: The Past Was The Past
Pairing: JongKey, past!JongHo
Rating: R
Genre: Angst, Romance, slight!Smut
Summary: Jonghyun still couldn't forget about Minho. And Key came.
Next day...
Jonghyun came into the kitchen when Key was preparing the breakfast.
"Oh...you're here, Jonghyun?"
The older just nodded and sat on one chair.
Key served him the pancake and they ate in silence. Key remembered about a tiny paper in his pocket. He was staring at Jonghyun, thinking how to start the conversation.
"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Jonghyun asked in sudden without looked at Key.
Key gasped and stuttered, "Uh...yeah..."
"Bring it." Jonghyun said, chewing his food.
"Uh..." Key picked the letter out and handed it to Jonghyun, "Uhm...I found it...behind the cuckoo clock in my room."
Jonghyun read the letter and his face became pale. He folded the letter and kept it on his hand.
"Uh...Jonghyun?" Key asked, worried.
Jonghyun just stood up and walked away, leaving Key behind.
*
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
*
It had been a month, but Jonghyun was still quiet. Just talked if needed and closed himself on his studio. But, Key knew. Always knew what happened in the studio. How he heard Jonghyun cried. How he saw Jonghyun tried painting but ended with fail. How he felt his chest hurt when Jonghyun fell asleep because he was tired to cry again.
Maybe just a month...just a short month...but for Key, it was enough to realize that he had fallen for Jonghyun. Started with the symphatize and ended with love.
Yes, Key had fallen in love with Jonghyun. But the thing that hurt him was Jonghyun still couldn't let Minho's death.
One day in summer...
Jonghyun was leaning on the wall in his studio. Key was peeking from the door.
"Minho...how could...how could I fall in love again to another person? How could I keep painting without you as my model? How could I pass this life without you?"
Those words were enough for Key to stormed in, "Jonghyun!"
Jonghyun gasped and wiped his tears, "Key! What are you doing?!"
"Stop it Jonghyun! You have to let Minho's death! You can't be like this for the rest of your life!"
Jonghyun stood up and walked away, "What do you mean?"
Key grabbed his wrist and hugged Jonghyun from behind, "Please, Jonghyun...let me be your model..."
Jonghyun bit his lip, "What are you...?"
"I love you, Jonghyun! I love you!"
Jonghyun felt his heart fell. Key? Loved him? How could?
"Don't be joking, Key." Jonghyun said between his teeth.
"I'm not! I really love you..."
"Enough!" Jonghyun screamed. He slammed Key on the wall and started kissing the younger roughly.
But, Key just let him do what he wanted.
Jonghyun pulled away and whispered weakly, "Why...? Why do you love me? I can't Key. I can't love another person beside Minho."
"You can..." Key brought his hands on Jonghyun's back and hugged him tightly, "You can. You'll love me. You will. I'll do anything for you!"
Key caressed Jonghyun's cheek and wiped the tears away, "Please...Paint me...Paint me..."
Jonghyun stared at Key's eyes deeply and pulled away.
Key had his chance. He undid his buttons one by one. And he slid his clothes from his shoulder, revealing his perfect milky skin. Then he threw his jeans away, not leaving any single thread on his body.
"I'm completely yours, Jjong..." Key whispered.
Jonghyun covered his face, "Key...I can't..."
"You can, Jonghyun...let me be yours...paint me...you'll love me...I promise to make you love me..."
Jonghyun stood up and stepped closer to Key, caressing the milky skin of the younger, "But...if you fail...you're just gonna hurt yourself, Key..."
"I don't care..." Key whispered. He leaned his head on Jonghyun's shoulder and hugged the older.
Jonghyun gritted his teeth and buried his face on Key's neck, "I'll paint you..."
He pulled away and took a brush and paint, he turned Key's body and traced the spine, making Key arched his back and moaned softly.
Jonghyun hissed at the voice that Key made, "Don't moan, Key..."
"Why?"
Jonghyun gritted his teeth, "You'll make me rape you."
"Just do it then...I've told you the I'm completely yours."
Jonghyun bit his lip, tried to ignoring Key's words and brushed the paint on Key's back. Dark black, contrast with Key's milky skin. Key moaned softly once again.
"Key, stop it!" Jonghyun hissed.
"I can't..."
"Stop it, hold it! I won't make love with someone else except Minho!"
Key turned his body and faced Jonghyun, "I don't care. I don't care if it just raping or sex. Once again, Jjong...I'm yours."
Jonghyun was completely shocked with Key's statement. Yes he frustrated, mentally, physically, sexually. But, he didn't want to rape Key. Or just use Key. He didn't want to break Key.
"Key, just go...I can't paint you..."
"Listen, Jonghyun, I don't care if you don't love me. But, just paint me, rape me whatever, I want to show me that I really love you..."
Jonghyun bit his lip and took the brush, he turned Key's body and tried painting his back again. Jonghyun brushed Key's back with his cold fingers, making Key shiver and arched his back. Jonghyun brushed the paint straight from Key's back neck, spine, waist and inner thigh. Key moaned softly.
"Jonghyun...ah..."
Jonghyun gritted his teeth and put the brush on the table. He turned Key and kissed him passionately. Tongue thrust Key's mouth, and the boy just let Jonghyun do that.
"Jjong...ahh..."
"Fuck, Key! I've told you don't moan!"
"In fact, I do, ahh..."
*
1 year later...
Jonghyun and Key was standing on the ground. They looked at the stone;
Rest In Peace: Choi Minho
"Minho. I promised you to keep painting. And I do. You asked me to have my new love. And I did." Jonghyun whispered, he put the flower and continued, "Key is my new love. Although at first I was completely sure I wouldn't love anyone except you, the fact I love Key. He's my model now, replaced your place. But, I won't forget you Minho, and Key won't force me to do that too. He loves you like I love you, Minho."
Jonghyun stood up and kissed Key's lips gently, "Let's go home, Baby."
Key nodded and walked behind Jonghyun.
"Thank you, Key..." A unfamiliar voice said.
Key heard the voice and turned around, but he didn't find anyone, just Minho's grave.
"What's wrong Key?" Jonghyun asked.
"That...I..." Key stopped and smiled, "Nothing. Let's go home, Jagiya."
You're welcome, Minho... Key said inside his heart.
Pairing: JongKey, past!JongHo
Rating: R
Genre: Angst, Romance, slight!Smut
Summary: Jonghyun still couldn't forget about Minho. And Key came.
Next day...
Jonghyun came into the kitchen when Key was preparing the breakfast.
"Oh...you're here, Jonghyun?"
The older just nodded and sat on one chair.
Key served him the pancake and they ate in silence. Key remembered about a tiny paper in his pocket. He was staring at Jonghyun, thinking how to start the conversation.
"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Jonghyun asked in sudden without looked at Key.
Key gasped and stuttered, "Uh...yeah..."
"Bring it." Jonghyun said, chewing his food.
"Uh..." Key picked the letter out and handed it to Jonghyun, "Uhm...I found it...behind the cuckoo clock in my room."
Jonghyun read the letter and his face became pale. He folded the letter and kept it on his hand.
"Uh...Jonghyun?" Key asked, worried.
Jonghyun just stood up and walked away, leaving Key behind.
*
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
*
It had been a month, but Jonghyun was still quiet. Just talked if needed and closed himself on his studio. But, Key knew. Always knew what happened in the studio. How he heard Jonghyun cried. How he saw Jonghyun tried painting but ended with fail. How he felt his chest hurt when Jonghyun fell asleep because he was tired to cry again.
Maybe just a month...just a short month...but for Key, it was enough to realize that he had fallen for Jonghyun. Started with the symphatize and ended with love.
Yes, Key had fallen in love with Jonghyun. But the thing that hurt him was Jonghyun still couldn't let Minho's death.
One day in summer...
Jonghyun was leaning on the wall in his studio. Key was peeking from the door.
"Minho...how could...how could I fall in love again to another person? How could I keep painting without you as my model? How could I pass this life without you?"
Those words were enough for Key to stormed in, "Jonghyun!"
Jonghyun gasped and wiped his tears, "Key! What are you doing?!"
"Stop it Jonghyun! You have to let Minho's death! You can't be like this for the rest of your life!"
Jonghyun stood up and walked away, "What do you mean?"
Key grabbed his wrist and hugged Jonghyun from behind, "Please, Jonghyun...let me be your model..."
Jonghyun bit his lip, "What are you...?"
"I love you, Jonghyun! I love you!"
Jonghyun felt his heart fell. Key? Loved him? How could?
"Don't be joking, Key." Jonghyun said between his teeth.
"I'm not! I really love you..."
"Enough!" Jonghyun screamed. He slammed Key on the wall and started kissing the younger roughly.
But, Key just let him do what he wanted.
Jonghyun pulled away and whispered weakly, "Why...? Why do you love me? I can't Key. I can't love another person beside Minho."
"You can..." Key brought his hands on Jonghyun's back and hugged him tightly, "You can. You'll love me. You will. I'll do anything for you!"
Key caressed Jonghyun's cheek and wiped the tears away, "Please...Paint me...Paint me..."
Jonghyun stared at Key's eyes deeply and pulled away.
Key had his chance. He undid his buttons one by one. And he slid his clothes from his shoulder, revealing his perfect milky skin. Then he threw his jeans away, not leaving any single thread on his body.
"I'm completely yours, Jjong..." Key whispered.
Jonghyun covered his face, "Key...I can't..."
"You can, Jonghyun...let me be yours...paint me...you'll love me...I promise to make you love me..."
Jonghyun stood up and stepped closer to Key, caressing the milky skin of the younger, "But...if you fail...you're just gonna hurt yourself, Key..."
"I don't care..." Key whispered. He leaned his head on Jonghyun's shoulder and hugged the older.
Jonghyun gritted his teeth and buried his face on Key's neck, "I'll paint you..."
He pulled away and took a brush and paint, he turned Key's body and traced the spine, making Key arched his back and moaned softly.
Jonghyun hissed at the voice that Key made, "Don't moan, Key..."
"Why?"
Jonghyun gritted his teeth, "You'll make me rape you."
"Just do it then...I've told you the I'm completely yours."
Jonghyun bit his lip, tried to ignoring Key's words and brushed the paint on Key's back. Dark black, contrast with Key's milky skin. Key moaned softly once again.
"Key, stop it!" Jonghyun hissed.
"I can't..."
"Stop it, hold it! I won't make love with someone else except Minho!"
Key turned his body and faced Jonghyun, "I don't care. I don't care if it just raping or sex. Once again, Jjong...I'm yours."
Jonghyun was completely shocked with Key's statement. Yes he frustrated, mentally, physically, sexually. But, he didn't want to rape Key. Or just use Key. He didn't want to break Key.
"Key, just go...I can't paint you..."
"Listen, Jonghyun, I don't care if you don't love me. But, just paint me, rape me whatever, I want to show me that I really love you..."
Jonghyun bit his lip and took the brush, he turned Key's body and tried painting his back again. Jonghyun brushed Key's back with his cold fingers, making Key shiver and arched his back. Jonghyun brushed the paint straight from Key's back neck, spine, waist and inner thigh. Key moaned softly.
"Jonghyun...ah..."
Jonghyun gritted his teeth and put the brush on the table. He turned Key and kissed him passionately. Tongue thrust Key's mouth, and the boy just let Jonghyun do that.
"Jjong...ahh..."
"Fuck, Key! I've told you don't moan!"
"In fact, I do, ahh..."
*
1 year later...
Jonghyun and Key was standing on the ground. They looked at the stone;
Rest In Peace: Choi Minho
"Minho. I promised you to keep painting. And I do. You asked me to have my new love. And I did." Jonghyun whispered, he put the flower and continued, "Key is my new love. Although at first I was completely sure I wouldn't love anyone except you, the fact I love Key. He's my model now, replaced your place. But, I won't forget you Minho, and Key won't force me to do that too. He loves you like I love you, Minho."
Jonghyun stood up and kissed Key's lips gently, "Let's go home, Baby."
Key nodded and walked behind Jonghyun.
"Thank you, Key..." A unfamiliar voice said.
Key heard the voice and turned around, but he didn't find anyone, just Minho's grave.
"What's wrong Key?" Jonghyun asked.
"That...I..." Key stopped and smiled, "Nothing. Let's go home, Jagiya."
You're welcome, Minho... Key said inside his heart.