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bloody hell. that was amazing. i always heard about it, and i've seen Sirius and Remus do enough of it lately but...i will never forget that moment. i don't think i can see straight. everything is foggy and i have a sudden interest to go back to Hufflepuff.
i know it shouldn't be a big deal, but it was my first time. i think sirius said his first was when he was ten or something. maybe earlier. but no girl ever liked me. and i don't think that any girl is as special as you are. i know that you'll read this, so i just wanted to say again that i can't really believe that you're my girlfriend and that you like me. i know that i'm not good-looking, and i guess i'm sort of feminine (why did you think that i was gay?) but i promise i'll be a great boyfriend. Promise. i won't ever hurt you at all.
i know it shouldn't be a big deal, but it was my first time. i think sirius said his first was when he was ten or something. maybe earlier. but no girl ever liked me. and i don't think that any girl is as special as you are. i know that you'll read this, so i just wanted to say again that i can't really believe that you're my girlfriend and that you like me. i know that i'm not good-looking, and i guess i'm sort of feminine (why did you think that i was gay?) but i promise i'll be a great boyfriend. Promise. i won't ever hurt you at all.