"i screwed up"
i am a shithead. i'm in so much trouble. i screwed up. i don't know how to fix it. i always do the wrong things. i don't deserve what they're giving me. i fucked it all up, again. i'm so guilty. i'm such a screw up. i have nothing better to do than make other people's lives miserable. i'm so dumb. i'm a friggin screw up!i'm shaking. i don't know how to deal with it. it's my fault. i'm gonna get screamed at again. i screwed up. i want to disappear. i screwed up. i'm numb. i screwed up. i'm gonna cry soon. i screwed up. i'm in such big trouble. i screwed up, bad.