what the fuck is wrong with people.. and why do i constantly want to cry
god how about everything sucks lately.... money, bills, working at 5am, school, being sick... stupid friends that use me and walk all over me...
on that note.. why are boys so stupid... i seriously have no girl friends really... and that has been the case most of my life except my few close friends.. in high shcool it was sarah and savi.. and a few others over the years....
so what am i supposed to do when the guys im hanging out with at the time decide to go do something and manage not to include me... its like we're all hanging out then they just decide to go do something different without inviting me... it really bothers me.. should it? or am i just one of those dumb girls that needs to get over shit.. honestly please let me know....
just kinda makes me sad... tomorrow is my only day off work and school and so i want to do something... so travi came over to hang out after he got off work and to stay the nite tonite... and then he was like well me dan kully you and brit are guna go play pool... so i was like alright cool i wanna go do something for a change.. then kully calls and informs me that just travi dan and kully are going... brit is sick... so that leaves me sitting at home by myself with nothing to do and no friends... its quite depressing... maybe more depressing than usual because im an emotional PMSing mess...
what to do... i dont want to go if they dont want me around so i might as well just stay home by myself and do nothing like usual.. but travi came over to stay the nite with me and is now going with the "guys" and expects me to be waiting for him and "in the mood" when he gets home tonite....is that bullshit or what? or is that just a good girlfriend? blah... trying not to cry... goddamn PMS makes extra sensative and emotional....
on that note.. why are boys so stupid... i seriously have no girl friends really... and that has been the case most of my life except my few close friends.. in high shcool it was sarah and savi.. and a few others over the years....
so what am i supposed to do when the guys im hanging out with at the time decide to go do something and manage not to include me... its like we're all hanging out then they just decide to go do something different without inviting me... it really bothers me.. should it? or am i just one of those dumb girls that needs to get over shit.. honestly please let me know....
just kinda makes me sad... tomorrow is my only day off work and school and so i want to do something... so travi came over to hang out after he got off work and to stay the nite tonite... and then he was like well me dan kully you and brit are guna go play pool... so i was like alright cool i wanna go do something for a change.. then kully calls and informs me that just travi dan and kully are going... brit is sick... so that leaves me sitting at home by myself with nothing to do and no friends... its quite depressing... maybe more depressing than usual because im an emotional PMSing mess...
what to do... i dont want to go if they dont want me around so i might as well just stay home by myself and do nothing like usual.. but travi came over to stay the nite with me and is now going with the "guys" and expects me to be waiting for him and "in the mood" when he gets home tonite....is that bullshit or what? or is that just a good girlfriend? blah... trying not to cry... goddamn PMS makes extra sensative and emotional....