I am also in NO Christmas mood at all this year. No sir. DUnno why. But my father and my granny also do not want any presents so that just leaves me with sister + boyfriend. Hm...
When I am angry, Jitsu normally help me to calm down.. but most of the time, I am in some kind of sport's high after it and want to fight with people again (and are therefore back to square one, argh...)
I hope everything will be fine on Friday. BRING IT ON! :>
It is fantastic. I originally went to the Fresher's Fayre at the beginning of the term because I wanted to learn to know the societies and also find some martial art for me. The Judo club seemed a bit.. poncy and the karate people had pictures with all the high kicks and stuff and I knew I could not be doing any high kicks because of my hip problem (I can only split my legs up to a certain angle and no training can improve that).. and Jitsu seemed so harmless at that stand. XD""
We got our new belts yesterday and.. woah.. the difference between white and yellow is huge. OO We also started groundfighting yesterday and I absolute love this part most. I have got bruises everywhere and friction burns from the mat but it is fucking amazing and very sociable, too. XD
Where was the problem with your hip in Taekwando? Because of high kicks and stuff? Start Jitsu. XD
All the high jump kicks and spinning kicks. My hipbone kind of jumps out of place and then back again. It doesn't hurt but it's annoying as hell. Though I did make it up to green or blue belt. Can't remember which now, the outfit is hanging in my old closet back at my parent's place xP
yeah yeah, me too. i hate when there's no snow! i'm not in my happy place right now O.o and i have no wise words for the anger thing. only that i know how annoying it's when someone asks you "what's wrong? tell me. maybe i can try to help you with this 'problem'..?" *agh* if there's nothing wrong, only the feeling, it's hard to tell :p and i think i personally should go to see some therapist - sometimes i'm scared of myself.
if there's nothing wrong, only the feeling, it's hard to tell :p
Yeah, I know! It's not that you don't want to talk about it, it's just that you CAN'T. There is nothing to be said about a murderous feeling. So as always, one keep bottling it up inside instead which will only lead to something really bad one of these days.
I consider the shrink too, or should I say that teh boi thinks I should see one once in a while. Want to have a shared session? ;D We can drink coffee and plot the evil downfall of mankind.
I know what you mean, my friends tell me I act like I'm mad all the time. And I am, just mad at the world... but they just don't get it. Good luck with the mammography, that's something I would definately be wary of. I have to go for more tests myself because my head CT scan showed a slight enlargement of a gland thats located in the middle of my brain. Ugh.
Boxing, that would be fun. At least Starbuck makes it look fun lol.
whooo, your brain scan souns even more fun than my boobie scan. Christmas times are here, can you tell?
And I KNOW! How the hell do you tell people that you're just so frakkin' mad at the world that you want to strangle someone? I mean, there's only so much you can blame on hormones. ....except when you're pregnant. Then you're allowed to blame everything on hormones.
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DUnno why. But my father and my granny also do not want any presents so that just leaves me with sister + boyfriend. Hm...
When I am angry, Jitsu normally help me to calm down.. but most of the time, I am in some kind of sport's high after it and want to fight with people again (and are therefore back to square one, argh...)
I hope everything will be fine on Friday. BRING IT ON! :>
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The Judo club seemed a bit.. poncy and the karate people had pictures with all the high kicks and stuff and I knew I could not be doing any high kicks because of my hip problem (I can only split my legs up to a certain angle and no training can improve that).. and Jitsu seemed so harmless at that stand. XD""
We got our new belts yesterday and.. woah.. the difference between white and yellow is huge. OO
We also started groundfighting yesterday and I absolute love this part most. I have got bruises everywhere and friction burns from the mat but it is fucking amazing and very sociable, too. XD
Where was the problem with your hip in Taekwando? Because of high kicks and stuff?
Start Jitsu. XD
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Though I did make it up to green or blue belt. Can't remember which now, the outfit is hanging in my old closet back at my parent's place xP
Heeeeh!!! Groundfighting sounds like so much fun!
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Yeah, I know! It's not that you don't want to talk about it, it's just that you CAN'T. There is nothing to be said about a murderous feeling. So as always, one keep bottling it up inside instead which will only lead to something really bad one of these days.
I consider the shrink too, or should I say that teh boi thinks I should see one once in a while. Want to have a shared session? ;D We can drink coffee and plot the evil downfall of mankind.
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*hug* yeah, boxing would be a good outlet, and it'll keep you fit too :3
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Boxing, that would be fun. At least Starbuck makes it look fun lol.
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And I KNOW! How the hell do you tell people that you're just so frakkin' mad at the world that you want to strangle someone? I mean, there's only so much you can blame on hormones. ....except when you're pregnant. Then you're allowed to blame everything on hormones.
Starbuck makes boxing like hot ;D
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Oh my, that made me laugh. Cause really, why do we need all these tests now? at the holiday? Stupid real life lol.
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