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Aug 04, 2009 18:43

1. Wait

The wait is long but that doesn't affect Tomohisa. He keeps himself busy with drama filmings, program appearances, TV commercials and sometimes, even radio guestings. He refuses to stop moving, refuses to give himself time to think, to pause, to carefully assess the situation. Without Toma, his environment is a little different, a little hard to bear, a little too quiet. Lifeless.

He'll wait for Toma's return.

2. Beginning

Things were finally moving forward, all those years of waiting, his days of yearning is now coming to an end. Toma brushed Tomohisa's hair away from his face and leaned in for a deep kiss.

Finally, it's here.

3. End

They come home to a silent house, they eat dinner quietly, they pass by each other without speaking a word. Toma slipped inside the covers of the king-sized bed and readied himself for the inevitable. He took a deep breath.

"Toma" Yamapi spoke first.
He raised his head.
"I don't love you anymore."
Toma closed his eyes, "I know."

4. Cruel

Love can be cruel, crimes are committed because of it, people kill out of jealousy, wars have started all in the name of love. Yamashita Tomohisa isn't a bad person, on the contrary, he was a nice man with a good heart.

A heart made of gold and owned by Akanishi Jin.

Love is X; either you substitute anything with it, or you substitute it with anything. Ikuta Toma refused to let his tears fall, he wrapped his legs around Tomohisa's waist and steeled himself to bear the pain he knew would hit once the passion have come and gone.

"Anything," he whispered, "I'll accept anything you can offer."

5. Forever

They met exactly 13 years ago today.
and 13 years from now they'll still be together.

fiction, toma, yamapi. tomapi fic

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