backbreaker
I am really calm about everything.
I know my life is heading in a good direction and I am surrounded by people that love and care for me.
There is no reason to freak out.
Sure, I am lazy and sometimes self-destructive, but I am aware of my faults and know what I want out of life, so those are small obstacles to hurdle.
Quick update:
1. I am enjoying school more and I enjoy spending time with the few friends I do have.
2. I am still not putting as much effort into my school work as I should be.
3. I don't sleep that well.
4. I am excited for Twilight haha.
5. My boyfriend and I are on a break.
So....
1. The new friends I have are the girls on my floor and a boy from the other tower named Elan. Elan is one of my best friends here because we just watch TV and occasionally smoke together. It's always a good time and he is just really laid back. The girls on my floor are awesome and it's also nice to just have girl time and not be around boys. For the longest time my only friends here were Brady, Alex, Ashton, and Matt and I love them to death, but they are such BOYS haha. I still hang out with them every week, but that turns into my going out time and isn't as laid back as hanging out in the dorms with the girls and Elan.
2. I really need to go to class and do my homework. Finals are coming up soon and I NEED good grades. Someone kick me in the ass.
3. I don't know why I can't sleep, but I end up oversleeping and just being lazy because of it which doesn't really help me go to class or get work done. UGH.
4. My mom read Twilight on a whim and actually likes it haha. I want to go see it with her when I come home, but she is going by herself opening day which means I have to drag my friends here to see it haha.
5. The big one. First of all, long distance sucks. That's nothing new though and it's not even the problem. The funny thing is that there isn't really a problem. My boyfriend and I are so close and care about each other so much. He is going through his own problems right now and it's hard for him to talk about it with me and I live my life here with my own set of problems. We just need time to sort through our own personal issues, without destroying our relationship. The way things were going we needed to figure things out between us and see where we stand, but it's hard to do that when you're figuring out your own crap at the same time. We both agreed that this time "apart" would help both of us and ultimately make our relationship stronger when it comes to that. We're just living life one day at a time and checking in every once a while, but basically not talking. It's a good thing. When we are ready to work things out we'll discuss getting back together, but for now we are parting as good friends who care deeply for each other.
I know my life is heading in a good direction and I am surrounded by people that love and care for me.
There is no reason to freak out.
Sure, I am lazy and sometimes self-destructive, but I am aware of my faults and know what I want out of life, so those are small obstacles to hurdle.
Quick update:
1. I am enjoying school more and I enjoy spending time with the few friends I do have.
2. I am still not putting as much effort into my school work as I should be.
3. I don't sleep that well.
4. I am excited for Twilight haha.
5. My boyfriend and I are on a break.
So....
1. The new friends I have are the girls on my floor and a boy from the other tower named Elan. Elan is one of my best friends here because we just watch TV and occasionally smoke together. It's always a good time and he is just really laid back. The girls on my floor are awesome and it's also nice to just have girl time and not be around boys. For the longest time my only friends here were Brady, Alex, Ashton, and Matt and I love them to death, but they are such BOYS haha. I still hang out with them every week, but that turns into my going out time and isn't as laid back as hanging out in the dorms with the girls and Elan.
2. I really need to go to class and do my homework. Finals are coming up soon and I NEED good grades. Someone kick me in the ass.
3. I don't know why I can't sleep, but I end up oversleeping and just being lazy because of it which doesn't really help me go to class or get work done. UGH.
4. My mom read Twilight on a whim and actually likes it haha. I want to go see it with her when I come home, but she is going by herself opening day which means I have to drag my friends here to see it haha.
5. The big one. First of all, long distance sucks. That's nothing new though and it's not even the problem. The funny thing is that there isn't really a problem. My boyfriend and I are so close and care about each other so much. He is going through his own problems right now and it's hard for him to talk about it with me and I live my life here with my own set of problems. We just need time to sort through our own personal issues, without destroying our relationship. The way things were going we needed to figure things out between us and see where we stand, but it's hard to do that when you're figuring out your own crap at the same time. We both agreed that this time "apart" would help both of us and ultimately make our relationship stronger when it comes to that. We're just living life one day at a time and checking in every once a while, but basically not talking. It's a good thing. When we are ready to work things out we'll discuss getting back together, but for now we are parting as good friends who care deeply for each other.