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This summer wasn't that amazing but the thing that was amazing is that I realized that no matter where I end up I can be happy and content with my life. Fabulous. Then school starts and eh, it's not that great but things were turning around and getting way better.
Ha ha who was I kidding.
Life likes to fuck me over. The whole point was to not be a part of stressful relationships including friends and whatever because this year will probably be one of the most stressful. I thought it could work but I was wrong.
I am on one of my favorite family vacations and I can't eat without wanting to throw up and I can't sleep without wanting to cry until I pass out because it'd probably be a lot easier. Oh and the greatest part is that I get to cook for 16 people, spend all day on a boat while feeling continuously nauseous, write a college essay for a grade, study for a spanish test, and come up with something for the Spanish debate. I really can't concentrate on any of that at all no matter how hard I try. Thank you, life.
P.S. Boiled peanuts are really disgusting.
And in case you are wondering what I'm doing or where I am.
Steinhatchee, FL
for real.