(no subject)

[pulsatingfluid]

so much of what i have done has been wrong.
i cant pass a walkway without looking back and seeing all the damage that i have done to the previous room.
and i still keep going thinking this time i wont make such a mess. but i do.
it doesnt heal.

im in a nice room right now.
the walls are freshly painted (not by my doing) covering up the old wallpaper.
the furniture is new.
recently purchased identical to the furniture previous.

where i am...makes me feel new.
this isnt my new room.

its hers.

and she asked me to share it with her.