goodbye
This morning i said my goodbyes to jo and kim...
I am honestly going to miss their calls of despair on needing help to do things. I love them both and I don’t regret anything of how we met or of how its turned out. I'm so proud of them and what they have accomplished and what they are going to accomplish I can only wish them both luck and success. I pray they have learned as much from me as I have from them. They are the best friends any one could ever ask for. Watching them leave I felt weird, very weird. I didn’t cry but I felt out of place in this world for a second as if some part of me was leaving with them...no i don’t mean the 20 or some odd shirts they stole lol but something. Maybe as time goes on ill find out what it was good or bad. All that kept going through my mind were the times we had literally i saw jo and how i first met her ditto for kim lol which was quite an eventful day. I saw every embrace every kiss everything. And this smile came across my face. I wasn’t sad merely proud as you would be if u saw one of r friends finally get their wish their dream come true. No words can express how happy i am for them. NONE. I move on now only hoping that karma some how guides me to another incomparable friendship such as or even better then the one i have with them. I cant wait to fall in love all over again no matter the consequences. I cant wait to see everyone i know get their desires fulfilled. I cant wait to help others fulfill them! Bring on the new experiences and new relationships. Bring on the hardships and terribly ignorant people. I’ll only grow stronger. The day I stop loving all of life and everyone in it will be the day I die. We all have such great capability for love and so much of it that we should be giving it away like fucking candy! (or vegan cookies lol) (butterfingers -.-)
I am honestly going to miss their calls of despair on needing help to do things. I love them both and I don’t regret anything of how we met or of how its turned out. I'm so proud of them and what they have accomplished and what they are going to accomplish I can only wish them both luck and success. I pray they have learned as much from me as I have from them. They are the best friends any one could ever ask for. Watching them leave I felt weird, very weird. I didn’t cry but I felt out of place in this world for a second as if some part of me was leaving with them...no i don’t mean the 20 or some odd shirts they stole lol but something. Maybe as time goes on ill find out what it was good or bad. All that kept going through my mind were the times we had literally i saw jo and how i first met her ditto for kim lol which was quite an eventful day. I saw every embrace every kiss everything. And this smile came across my face. I wasn’t sad merely proud as you would be if u saw one of r friends finally get their wish their dream come true. No words can express how happy i am for them. NONE. I move on now only hoping that karma some how guides me to another incomparable friendship such as or even better then the one i have with them. I cant wait to fall in love all over again no matter the consequences. I cant wait to see everyone i know get their desires fulfilled. I cant wait to help others fulfill them! Bring on the new experiences and new relationships. Bring on the hardships and terribly ignorant people. I’ll only grow stronger. The day I stop loving all of life and everyone in it will be the day I die. We all have such great capability for love and so much of it that we should be giving it away like fucking candy! (or vegan cookies lol) (butterfingers -.-)