Don't Be Afraid, There Is No Need To Worry.
Hi, LiveJournal. Long time no see. I'm sorry for that. I have missed you this whole time.. every time I try to say hello, though, it just never seems like a proper greeting. This one probably isn't, either, but.. I figure, better late than never. I will try my best to not neglect you any further.
So I had not been dancing for 19 months. I got back into school, I was dating my amazing boyfriend Will for a year, I had a legitimate job working AT&T customer service. Long story short, none of that is going well. I've broken up with Will (it still hurts even though its been a year, I don't know if I will ever feel about anyone the way I felt about him), I got fired from AT&T, I had to come out of retirement from dancing to avoid going further into debt.. I've moved I don't know how many times. Waah, waah, story of my life.
On a funnier note, the club is having a naughty school girl night tomorrow, and I am going all out and dressing up as Fook Mi/Fook Yoo from Austin Powers. Lmfao. Pictures will be posted, I can't stop smiling in that outfit, it's just too damn funny.
There is a man that I know who wants to have sex with me. I have been celibate for months. He wants to mess around with me, but he has a girlfriend. A live-in girlfriend. I don't know her, but out of respect for her and her relationship, I refuse to sleep with this man. Yay for morals! But it kind of sucks because yes, I am attracted to him. Why am I attracted to a man who has no respect for his relationship? And, why does he only want to bang me and not date me? Once again, man who wants me but doesn't want me. Waah, waah. Life sucks and I hate being lonely and I hate that Will was a fuck up and ruined what was meant to be.
I did get to talk to my best friend in the world today though. I think I may ambush her and fly to Myrtle Beach one weekend, lol. Fun stuff.
Due to my present lack of employment, I have started dancing on the weekends, and on Wednesday nights, I waitress at a poker house. I also buy and sell on eBay. I guess that can be my cover if I ever get audited, haha. It's pretty cool, though. It's a wide mix of things. I am hoping to get hired somewhere (non-cash) soon.. I would like something with benefits, lol. I am going to the local community college, just doing my prerequisites to get into the dental hygiene program. not much but I am trying to get my life straightened out the best way I can. More later. It was good talking to you, LJ.
So I had not been dancing for 19 months. I got back into school, I was dating my amazing boyfriend Will for a year, I had a legitimate job working AT&T customer service. Long story short, none of that is going well. I've broken up with Will (it still hurts even though its been a year, I don't know if I will ever feel about anyone the way I felt about him), I got fired from AT&T, I had to come out of retirement from dancing to avoid going further into debt.. I've moved I don't know how many times. Waah, waah, story of my life.
On a funnier note, the club is having a naughty school girl night tomorrow, and I am going all out and dressing up as Fook Mi/Fook Yoo from Austin Powers. Lmfao. Pictures will be posted, I can't stop smiling in that outfit, it's just too damn funny.
There is a man that I know who wants to have sex with me. I have been celibate for months. He wants to mess around with me, but he has a girlfriend. A live-in girlfriend. I don't know her, but out of respect for her and her relationship, I refuse to sleep with this man. Yay for morals! But it kind of sucks because yes, I am attracted to him. Why am I attracted to a man who has no respect for his relationship? And, why does he only want to bang me and not date me? Once again, man who wants me but doesn't want me. Waah, waah. Life sucks and I hate being lonely and I hate that Will was a fuck up and ruined what was meant to be.
I did get to talk to my best friend in the world today though. I think I may ambush her and fly to Myrtle Beach one weekend, lol. Fun stuff.
Due to my present lack of employment, I have started dancing on the weekends, and on Wednesday nights, I waitress at a poker house. I also buy and sell on eBay. I guess that can be my cover if I ever get audited, haha. It's pretty cool, though. It's a wide mix of things. I am hoping to get hired somewhere (non-cash) soon.. I would like something with benefits, lol. I am going to the local community college, just doing my prerequisites to get into the dental hygiene program. not much but I am trying to get my life straightened out the best way I can. More later. It was good talking to you, LJ.