005. [Video, action for anyone in Violet]
[The feed clicks on to show Feferi sitting against the wall of the Pokémon center, curled up and looking like she's trying to hide. She's distraught now, as evidenced by the fact that she's currently crying. She notices that the feed's on, but doesn't turn it off, just filters it away from castmates. She needs to talk to someone, but she doesn't want her friends to hear this.]
I... I... I just woke up, from the worst dream. I mean... no, I know it wasn't, but I can't even pretend, can I. All of that really did happen!
My... my matesprit and I were talking, and just enjoying ourselves. Then another troll who harbors feelings for me came and... they... they fought. And he... he killed Sollux! I tried to attack him, but I'd just drawn my weapon when he... blasted me through the chest. [Here's a few seconds of crying.] I couldn't even do anything to protect him!
It's not all bad, because now I can be closer to the Outer Gods! I shouldn't be such a blubberfish! But I still... I... [And then she just breaks down.]
[A few minutes later when she's calmed down, filtered to Fay]
...You didn't tell me you had a brother.
I... I... I just woke up, from the worst dream. I mean... no, I know it wasn't, but I can't even pretend, can I. All of that really did happen!
My... my matesprit and I were talking, and just enjoying ourselves. Then another troll who harbors feelings for me came and... they... they fought. And he... he killed Sollux! I tried to attack him, but I'd just drawn my weapon when he... blasted me through the chest. [Here's a few seconds of crying.] I couldn't even do anything to protect him!
It's not all bad, because now I can be closer to the Outer Gods! I shouldn't be such a blubberfish! But I still... I... [And then she just breaks down.]
[A few minutes later when she's calmed down, filtered to Fay]
...You didn't tell me you had a brother.