I think......
There are alot of people out there that judge a fucking book by its cover! its fucking rediculous! Alot of them are parents! Parents think they know whats best for there child but in all actuality the child should be learning whats best for themselves. Parents should not be controling over teenagers because yes we are growing up and we have to learn to make our own mistakes, but if we know the consquences arent good then we know its a BAD FUCKING IDEA!!! Ive done alot shit in my life that most parents would not agree with but yet they did it when they were younger so they think its somewhat normal, BUT ITS NOT! ive done alot of stupid shit that even now i think back and im like "you know what it was fun for that time but god dammit i wish i wasnt so fucking stupid." Im all for living for the moment but even that has its downfalls. Sure your living for the moment but what about after that moment. say you did something illegal and got caught and your sitting there getting your finger prints stamped at the police station thinking "about an hour ago this was worth it, now i have to deal with what ive done, who ive effect by my desicions and all of the above" while your thinking to yourself, what the fuck have i done? Was this really worth it? THis is gonna effect my life now,court, junction, probation, criminal record! To me none of that shit attracts me! So now you fucked yourself over, and you know what, i bet your even stupid enought to do it again! I mean i am a teenager but god dammit ive been there, done that and its not fucking worth it. Kids these days dont fucking think, at all. and i know this because i used to be the same way, and i know people probably think well guess what chad your wrong because i have never been in trouble before and i do this every weekend. well give yourself a fucking pat on the back because yeah you may not be getting caughht now but it will catch up to you because if you continue to think in this state of mind, it will fuck you over in the long run. I know from experience. Last november i would have fucking died from alcohol poisoning because i was an idiot and thought i was responsible and thought i could handle drinking. Well guess what! If it werent for two of my friends and my brother i wouldnt be here! Id be fucking dead! Some of you would have went to my funeral and saw me for ther last time lying in a casket because i didnt think what i was doing could harm me, well it did. Yes this sounds fucked up coming out of my mouth because last weekend i drank before our show and totally made a complete ass of myself. and yes i do regret everything because that guy walking around drunk wasnt me, and by doing that i gave alot of people the wrong impression of myself and just made myself look so stupid. People act so stupid drunk. Girls go out and hook up with guys they "know" from school or whatever but you dont know where the fuck theyve been. what happens when you go to a party and you get totally trashed and you get raped or do something with a guy and then dont remember, then you find out you got an STD or your pregnant. If your against abortion then you got a real fucking problem, how do you tell your kid when it gets older that you made a bad decision and was taken advantage of by some guy and still dont know who that guy is? Seriously people its not fucking worth it. Same goes for the guys man! We get wasted and do stupid ass shit and we could hook up with girls and get fucking STD's and get some girl pregnant, its not worth it, i personally dont want nay fucking STD's or any little chads running around!
Ive heard people say "you should be out partying with your friends" well thats cool and everything but you gotta understand, alot of people arent mature enough to handle that. I know fucking parents that still cant fucking handle that and its pothetic! If you cant fucking handle drinking or drugs, DONT FUCKING DO THEM! its that fucking simple people! I hope it doesnt take someone that is close to you to die from this shit for you to realize that sometimes theres more simple things in life to enjoy then the obvious. Like just chillen out with your girlfriend or boyfriend, or just hanging out with a close friends and talking about shit in life. I mean theres more to life and people seriously need to take that shit to heart before your life runs out or is cut short. I just ask everyone to fucking think before you go out and think what your doing is fun until it turns bad and ruins you for the rest of your life. I may seem like a rough guy sometimes that doesnt show feeling but in all actuality i do care about alot of people. weither love or hate im not tryin to see anyone make mistakes and have regret. Lifes too short to fuck to be regreting something your ashamed of. i wouldnt like that weight on my shoulders and i doubt any of you would to. Im not tryin to convince everyone to boycott partying cause you i have had some crazy partys in the past, all im saying is watch out for each other and keep your head on while your out partying.
That all might not make since but its everything i was thinking and it was just flowing out, but if you understood it then comment and tell me your opinion. I know im not the only fucker to think this shit. Thanks for reading if you actually took time to read it. If not, your time will come. Thank you.
Ive heard people say "you should be out partying with your friends" well thats cool and everything but you gotta understand, alot of people arent mature enough to handle that. I know fucking parents that still cant fucking handle that and its pothetic! If you cant fucking handle drinking or drugs, DONT FUCKING DO THEM! its that fucking simple people! I hope it doesnt take someone that is close to you to die from this shit for you to realize that sometimes theres more simple things in life to enjoy then the obvious. Like just chillen out with your girlfriend or boyfriend, or just hanging out with a close friends and talking about shit in life. I mean theres more to life and people seriously need to take that shit to heart before your life runs out or is cut short. I just ask everyone to fucking think before you go out and think what your doing is fun until it turns bad and ruins you for the rest of your life. I may seem like a rough guy sometimes that doesnt show feeling but in all actuality i do care about alot of people. weither love or hate im not tryin to see anyone make mistakes and have regret. Lifes too short to fuck to be regreting something your ashamed of. i wouldnt like that weight on my shoulders and i doubt any of you would to. Im not tryin to convince everyone to boycott partying cause you i have had some crazy partys in the past, all im saying is watch out for each other and keep your head on while your out partying.
That all might not make since but its everything i was thinking and it was just flowing out, but if you understood it then comment and tell me your opinion. I know im not the only fucker to think this shit. Thanks for reading if you actually took time to read it. If not, your time will come. Thank you.