ohhhhhhh this is bullshit.
everyone is distant.
whether it be physically or mentally. or both.
im just starting to think that maybe im the distant one.
i catn say that nobody cares because i know people care, i know that if i was having a rough time loved ones would come to my aid.
but its not about that anymore. its about the inbetween time where theres nothing going on and no reason for people to feel sorry for you.
i think thats most important, in someones life i dont think theyll remember all the hard times where there was someone to cheer you up, but all the good times they had because of the people that made them good.
i just want someone to hugg me and talk to me. family and fake friends dont cut it here.
right now i want to find just one friend whos the kind that comes over for no reason, "just to hang" and calls you all the time.
there are somedays, like today. where i wish that all the stupid lights in the city would blow out at once and all the cars would pile up.
but i dont know what im complaining about because i like the peace and quiet.
im sick of this bullshit drama that i create for myself. so i will stop as of now and do something constructive with my time. and love it. LOOOOVE IT.
whether it be physically or mentally. or both.
im just starting to think that maybe im the distant one.
i catn say that nobody cares because i know people care, i know that if i was having a rough time loved ones would come to my aid.
but its not about that anymore. its about the inbetween time where theres nothing going on and no reason for people to feel sorry for you.
i think thats most important, in someones life i dont think theyll remember all the hard times where there was someone to cheer you up, but all the good times they had because of the people that made them good.
i just want someone to hugg me and talk to me. family and fake friends dont cut it here.
right now i want to find just one friend whos the kind that comes over for no reason, "just to hang" and calls you all the time.
there are somedays, like today. where i wish that all the stupid lights in the city would blow out at once and all the cars would pile up.
but i dont know what im complaining about because i like the peace and quiet.
im sick of this bullshit drama that i create for myself. so i will stop as of now and do something constructive with my time. and love it. LOOOOVE IT.