anyway
I just remembered something. I just remembered the day I knew I was really in love with Zack. We were in 8th grade and he came over one day, and we were laying on the couch listening to the Used and 'I Caught Fire' came on, and I remember I just leaned over and kissed him and then pulled back. And I remember the look on his face and how he said "wow... that.. Was perfect." And from that moment on my life has been a million times better. It may seem cheesy to say that but that moment is just like fresh in my mind. There's only been a few other memories like that that I can just revisit over and over and be happy with. Idk, I just had a dream about that memory today and it made me so happy to be alive haha. <3 love him.