Dissapointment and Regret Collide...
Well, it's getting close to that time of year. Christmas. To me, a very depressing time. All the lovers are out enjoying whatever there is to enjoy but for some reason I feel alone. The one person that wants to be with me and I wanna be with her, it is not aloud so that makes it even worse. I could be with someone out enjoying the world, but that is taken from me for reasons I am blind too. I just really want things to go in upward direction for once, and just stay there. Even if it is nothing special just better than where I'm at now. Anything...