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Here we go again...my Myspace 'about me' update. 100% honest
- I have NO self-confidence
- This means I love the internet
- I can pretend I have confidence
- I can make believe I'm amazing and intelligent
- Then go back to being ME when I click the red cross
- The most important people in my life [bar my family] I've never met [except Shell <3]
- I tend to have days of narcissism followed by days of self-loathing
- The 2 girls I spend my time with are hypocrites
- In the most extreme sense of the word
- Horror films used to scare me something awful
- Nowadays, they don't.
- My immediate family tends to irritate me a lot
- However, I love my extended family more than the world.
- I miss the days when we were closer than anything
- Now, part of us lives in Spain
- Part lives in New Zealand
- Part lives Op Noorrth
- Therefore, I will ALWAYS love Christmas
- I don't need a lot of sleep
- Because i sleep deeply
- I once slept through my ceiling falling down
- I'm obsessive when it comes to spelling
- I'm also one of the fastest readers I know
- I only found that out recently
- Before that I just thought everyone else was irritatingly slow
- I'm hopelessly addicted to MSN
- I have 143 contacts
- Though I only talk to around 20 of them
- Generally, people irritate me
- For really stupid reasons
- And I hate myself for it
- Sometimes I find myself typing in German
- I can't help it
- But it makes me feel awfully cultured
- MUSIC IS MY LIFE
- If I have a problem, I tend to think up elaborate plans to solve it
- They generally never work
- Me&THEscene__.x - it's a love/hate relationship
- Generally I like the whole "emo" style
- However I HATE the girls with a 'scenerthanthou' attitude
- I adore TV shows like 'Rock School'
- They make me feel intelligent
- Because I know the things they're trying to teach
- And I'm convinced I would beat the shit out of any of those kids
- [Not in a violent way]
- I listen to music that would embarass an 8 year old girl
- I could care less if that makes me lame
- I watch music reality shows like 'Pop Idol' and 'X Factor'
- But only the audition rounds
- Sometimes I wish I was born a few decades earlier
- Life seemed so much easier in those days
- My Grandma wrote an autobiography
- Before I die, I'm determined that someone will publish it
- Looking through old pictures makes me emotional
- I miss the days I didn't have to worry about what clothes I wore
- or my weight, or what I looked like, or how my friends acted
- I tell myself I don't care what people think about me
- But I know it's not true
- Sometimes I just tell people what they want to hear
- Even if I don't mean it
- I'm unable to argue with people face-to-face
- But I can do it very well over the internet
- I sometimes fake I have allergies or phobias
- Just to make myself seem more interesting
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3 days until MCR with Shell <3
- I have NO self-confidence
- This means I love the internet
- I can pretend I have confidence
- I can make believe I'm amazing and intelligent
- Then go back to being ME when I click the red cross
- The most important people in my life [bar my family] I've never met [except Shell <3]
- I tend to have days of narcissism followed by days of self-loathing
- The 2 girls I spend my time with are hypocrites
- In the most extreme sense of the word
- Horror films used to scare me something awful
- Nowadays, they don't.
- My immediate family tends to irritate me a lot
- However, I love my extended family more than the world.
- I miss the days when we were closer than anything
- Now, part of us lives in Spain
- Part lives in New Zealand
- Part lives Op Noorrth
- Therefore, I will ALWAYS love Christmas
- I don't need a lot of sleep
- Because i sleep deeply
- I once slept through my ceiling falling down
- I'm obsessive when it comes to spelling
- I'm also one of the fastest readers I know
- I only found that out recently
- Before that I just thought everyone else was irritatingly slow
- I'm hopelessly addicted to MSN
- I have 143 contacts
- Though I only talk to around 20 of them
- Generally, people irritate me
- For really stupid reasons
- And I hate myself for it
- Sometimes I find myself typing in German
- I can't help it
- But it makes me feel awfully cultured
- MUSIC IS MY LIFE
- If I have a problem, I tend to think up elaborate plans to solve it
- They generally never work
- Me&THEscene__.x - it's a love/hate relationship
- Generally I like the whole "emo" style
- However I HATE the girls with a 'scenerthanthou' attitude
- I adore TV shows like 'Rock School'
- They make me feel intelligent
- Because I know the things they're trying to teach
- And I'm convinced I would beat the shit out of any of those kids
- [Not in a violent way]
- I listen to music that would embarass an 8 year old girl
- I could care less if that makes me lame
- I watch music reality shows like 'Pop Idol' and 'X Factor'
- But only the audition rounds
- Sometimes I wish I was born a few decades earlier
- Life seemed so much easier in those days
- My Grandma wrote an autobiography
- Before I die, I'm determined that someone will publish it
- Looking through old pictures makes me emotional
- I miss the days I didn't have to worry about what clothes I wore
- or my weight, or what I looked like, or how my friends acted
- I tell myself I don't care what people think about me
- But I know it's not true
- Sometimes I just tell people what they want to hear
- Even if I don't mean it
- I'm unable to argue with people face-to-face
- But I can do it very well over the internet
- I sometimes fake I have allergies or phobias
- Just to make myself seem more interesting
______________________
3 days until MCR with Shell <3