i'm really drunk but still...
so right now it is monday night. i am super drunk (i just puked as a matter of fact). tonight i went to jugheads for karaoke. i for sure wasn't singing. there were not one...not 2 but THREE exremely hot chicks hitting on me all night. i am not used to this mind you. but you know what... i refused them! i know this is hard for most of you to believe. i know this is something that erica probably will never read. but you know what? i really love that girl. i want everyone and anyone who reads this to know that i am in love with the best woman in the world and her name is erica. and i plan on spending the rest of my life with this girl. i don't care what it takes. i am officially her's forever and hopefully she feels the same way about me. i haven't felt this way ever. i was in love once before but this is soooo much more than that. i don't ever want to be without her. and that is the best way i can discribe it. back to the chicks at jugheads... i still smell like one of their perfumes! they were rubbing all over me! i was amazed. but at the same time as much as they were flirting...and i am sure i was flirting back, i had no intention of doing anything but going home and sleeping. granted there was certainly some puking involved before i got here. i am really fucked up even as i type this. i don't know what i am trying to say really. i just want at least the people that read my journal (yes all 3 of you) to know that i am completely happy and it all centers around the woman i love and plan to marry as soon as possible. and erica if you happen to read this, if you haven't guessed... i love you :)