..its jus that simple difference..
Dear Die-ary,
today i finnaly got my guitar back.
it feels good. but it felt weird. walking into alyssas house for the first time in 6 months. at least mary doesnt hate me. she asked me why i didnt say hi to her when she saw me at shopko, and all i said was "well...what can i say..." theres really nothing to be said. no matter what i do. no matter what i say. nothing will be changed.
it makes me sad.
you dont forgive. because
you dont care.
well, as weird as it may sound to you
I CARE.
and i dont understand.
how one person i was so close to, i loved you so much.
MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND.
if it wasnt for you before him, there wouldnt be a me.
and you know this.
every single day...it goes thru my head.
"thats the difference david, you love her, i dont".
today i finnaly got my guitar back.
it feels good. but it felt weird. walking into alyssas house for the first time in 6 months. at least mary doesnt hate me. she asked me why i didnt say hi to her when she saw me at shopko, and all i said was "well...what can i say..." theres really nothing to be said. no matter what i do. no matter what i say. nothing will be changed.
it makes me sad.
you dont forgive. because
you dont care.
well, as weird as it may sound to you
I CARE.
and i dont understand.
how one person i was so close to, i loved you so much.
MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND.
if it wasnt for you before him, there wouldnt be a me.
and you know this.
every single day...it goes thru my head.
"thats the difference david, you love her, i dont".