.i guess all i wanted was just for you to like me.

[pukingupxbeauty]

i tried.
i tried everyday.
i tried to lose weight.
i tried to be happy.
i tried to fit in.
eventhough i hate the sterotypical depressed teenager.
i am.
so fucking depressed.
ive given up on school. ive given up on davey.
ive lost hope in kenny. i dont even care about my mom.
i tried to make alyssa like me.
silly me. i thought dressing differently would change her outlook
on me.
it worked.
but i hate dressing like this.
showing my clean arms off. trying to act proud.
like everything has gotten better.
trying to be happy.
trying.
i guess.
is jus not good enough.