.theres nothing to lose. when all you have is nothing.

Mar 15, 2005 20:13

"gina your always sick, you always have a headache, your always gone. Its those pills gina. your getting addicted."
getting?
no.
i am.

the doctor gave me forty more.
i ovbiously need them. or i wouldnt keep getting perscribed.
...but...i do wish there was something wrong with me ALL the time. jus so i could get more.

everything, i swear EVERYTHING goes away.

but then i come down off them. and of course everything comes back.
i'm missing 11 quizes in english. and i have no idea what the book we are reading is about and the test is on tuesday.i havent been in art class in almost 2 weeks.
im failing math.
and i have no clue what im doing in Show Choir.

i locked me and my mom out of our car at my old house. and of course we have no heat, im wearing sandals, and i dont have a jacket. davey came to get me, and my mom wouldnt let me leave. it was MY fault she said, so i had to stay until someone came to unlock it.
an hour and a half later i was laying in daveys tub.
on 3 hydrocodone.
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