.what.is.real.to.you.

[pukingupxbeauty]

Im someone with absolutely no stable standing point from which makes up the rest of my world.
Im someone whos genuine as an ugly emotion can be.
Reality is but a bridge suspended...
I just stopped halfway across, and lost sight of the two directions.

what a stupid fuck i was..eh..am.

there is quite a difference between honestly being under some cloud of nether emotion, and making a personal style out of theatrical depression.
If it was some type of fetish, go on, do it.
but doing this for attention, is quite bothersome.