Training
It's both easy and hard, as I'd expected but only in the second week of the program and I already feel strung out. Haven't been able to find inspiration to do anything at all for so long because of this, I know it should get easier once I get used to the stupid hours and the business suit (skirts, boooooo)... Still, I miss being able to just sit anywhere and come up with cool stories or cool artwork. It's like those skills were robbed somehow.
I know they're still there but my brain refuses to push the "career" priorities back down.
It's been over a week that I have been interacting with mostly girls, so I miss talking to guys in general. The mood is often dull with forced attempts at being interesting and I'm there trying to be funny but not many of them chicks laugh at my jokes. Insecure people are no fun.
The stuff I'm talking about is actually a pretty "touchy" topic and for my own sake I ain't gonna describe it here, also for international security matters I better shut the fuck up. Let's say that you should expect me to be less and less available from now on.
Oooh, look at me I'm all mysterious and shit.
I know they're still there but my brain refuses to push the "career" priorities back down.
It's been over a week that I have been interacting with mostly girls, so I miss talking to guys in general. The mood is often dull with forced attempts at being interesting and I'm there trying to be funny but not many of them chicks laugh at my jokes. Insecure people are no fun.
The stuff I'm talking about is actually a pretty "touchy" topic and for my own sake I ain't gonna describe it here, also for international security matters I better shut the fuck up. Let's say that you should expect me to be less and less available from now on.
Oooh, look at me I'm all mysterious and shit.