May 11, 2007 20:26
i would probably be getting home either now or very soon, but my parents decided to drive to south carolina to my uncles to pick up some trailer for motorcycles or some whack shit, so here i am stuck in the back seat freezing my ass off.
well today might have been the worse day of my life.....my brother left for iraq, well technically he's still in georgia, he was suppose to leave around 1 this afternoon, but they pushed him back, he leaves at 12 tonight? he didnt want us to stay, so we left...it would probably be harder seeing him get on the bus, just watching the other familys when they're fathers,sons,husbands left, was completely unbearable. i cried just seeing how much they were hurting inside, and i could totally understand, my brother is my bestfriend, my life. if somthing happens to him, ill never be the same. ill probably go over there my self, and blow some haji's faces off. thats the term they use for the iraq men.
ill update after dinner. going to applebee's. starved. but not really.
my heart is in IRAQ. ill never be the same.
i love you Richard!!!
BE SAFE....
come home!!!
15 more months,
and ps. im in love.
stupid me.
-ash