what can i say, why should i try?

[pugnaciousd]

can i say is one of the greatest hardcore records ever.
came up with a ton of new song ideas today--intersting stuff.
kind of post-punk guitar riffs and disjointed lyrics--more to come soon.

also spent a lot of time thinking about what to do after the lease is up here.
its either nyc or japan for me...depending on many circumstances.
decisions, decisions.
i am well-suited for the hamlet role.
What can I say?
Why should I try?
I tried to love
what I knew I hated
I took a lie
and I made a truth
I defended
what I should have denied
I never gave a second thought
I followed blindly part of a lot
I never gave
I never gave a second thought
I followed blindly part of a lot
How can I say I'm really free?
How can I say I'm really me?
What can I say?