Confused
i really don't know. Except Steph feels like she's changed a whole lot since she started hanging out with Laken more. And I've tried talking to her. I wrote her a note today and it didn't seem to phase her all that much, which actually is upsetting because it was about her not caring about me.
she always picks Laken over me. In the mornings she used to walk around with me, and now she says she doesn't like to walk. She used to be the one I came to when I needed Christian advice but now I don't. I go to Katie, because Katie understands.
Maybe Steph does somewhere. I'm hoping that she'll talk to me. I told me to write back, but she didn't. And she didn't bring the subject up. i mean, how do you forget that your best friend feels that left out.
I feel like second place. Like, I'm great, if Laken isn't there. And it's not like I'm even all that jealous, well, I am, because I'm being totally ignored when I'm around her, but still, I can deal with her being friends with Laken, but I can't deal with being ignored this much.
The only time she talks to me is home ec and chorus. I think maybe because Laken is there. I really don't know why Laken is so special. I don't like the way she's changing people. I don't think I like Laken very much. Just her demeanor. I don't like it. I'm not gonna avoid her or anything. I'm not gonna talk about her. I dunno.
now katies upset, but she has a legitimate reason. yeah. i think I'm done venting for now.
atlanta was great, but i don't really want to talk about it.
she always picks Laken over me. In the mornings she used to walk around with me, and now she says she doesn't like to walk. She used to be the one I came to when I needed Christian advice but now I don't. I go to Katie, because Katie understands.
Maybe Steph does somewhere. I'm hoping that she'll talk to me. I told me to write back, but she didn't. And she didn't bring the subject up. i mean, how do you forget that your best friend feels that left out.
I feel like second place. Like, I'm great, if Laken isn't there. And it's not like I'm even all that jealous, well, I am, because I'm being totally ignored when I'm around her, but still, I can deal with her being friends with Laken, but I can't deal with being ignored this much.
The only time she talks to me is home ec and chorus. I think maybe because Laken is there. I really don't know why Laken is so special. I don't like the way she's changing people. I don't think I like Laken very much. Just her demeanor. I don't like it. I'm not gonna avoid her or anything. I'm not gonna talk about her. I dunno.
now katies upset, but she has a legitimate reason. yeah. i think I'm done venting for now.
atlanta was great, but i don't really want to talk about it.