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Ug. Thats all I really have to say.
I hate how one word can be so simple yet so complex when trying to describe the meaning/feeling of someone. I mean, I just used ug, but no one really understands what I mean unless they have... my own life as theirs.
Maybe this has to do with life. What if I simply don't understand what life is, or how we're here, or what we're doing. And maybe I am simply too stuck up to turn to someone and ask for directions. Like a priest. Or a friend. Or a family member. Me and my stubborn self have to drudge through everthing on our own.
Besides being bipolar, sometimes I also think that I'm a schizo.
Anywho, I just hate this feeling of being lost, like you don't know where to go, or what to do. I hope life isn't like that. I mean, when people say "Life is full of suprises," I sudder at the fact that everthing happens so randomly, without me having much control over it.
...
I have reached a conclusion, my friends. Life.... Life Sucks. I've learned all I really needed to know. There is no further purpose. Oh shit. I hope no one thinks as this as a sort of... suicide note. No, it is simply a compilation of my thoughts, being "written" in a bunch of 0's and 1's that is shared by a dozen odd people. Whatever. This is all to confusing to look at life like this. Hurts my simple head.
I think the only reason why I have turned my thoughts to livejournal is only because MySpace is down.
Talk with me later..... if you all know what I mean.
I hate how one word can be so simple yet so complex when trying to describe the meaning/feeling of someone. I mean, I just used ug, but no one really understands what I mean unless they have... my own life as theirs.
Maybe this has to do with life. What if I simply don't understand what life is, or how we're here, or what we're doing. And maybe I am simply too stuck up to turn to someone and ask for directions. Like a priest. Or a friend. Or a family member. Me and my stubborn self have to drudge through everthing on our own.
Besides being bipolar, sometimes I also think that I'm a schizo.
Anywho, I just hate this feeling of being lost, like you don't know where to go, or what to do. I hope life isn't like that. I mean, when people say "Life is full of suprises," I sudder at the fact that everthing happens so randomly, without me having much control over it.
...
I have reached a conclusion, my friends. Life.... Life Sucks. I've learned all I really needed to know. There is no further purpose. Oh shit. I hope no one thinks as this as a sort of... suicide note. No, it is simply a compilation of my thoughts, being "written" in a bunch of 0's and 1's that is shared by a dozen odd people. Whatever. This is all to confusing to look at life like this. Hurts my simple head.
I think the only reason why I have turned my thoughts to livejournal is only because MySpace is down.
Talk with me later..... if you all know what I mean.