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[puffy_g]

well once again another depressing day for me. I hear that I have a few other people checking out my live journal, the parents of stephanie but thats ok I guess from what I hear is that they really hate me. steph said that I threatened to hit her and she aisd when i aisd that her mom was listening on the phone. I have no remembrence of saying that I mean I would never hit a girl anyone who knows what my philosophy on life is would know that I would never hit a girl I mean thats like as good aas a 3rd degree felony to me. well steph said her parents call blocked me, they are thinking about getting a restraining order on me so wheer I can't get within like 50 ft. of her and also making sure that next year I'm not near her and any of the classes i might have with her and they might even sign her up for a differnet school. Well mr. and mrs. rounds I have only loved your daughter since the day i first talked to her I would neer intetionally hurt her yes i did make her cry but if you only understood what she means to me and how it feels to have done to you what she did to me. I have only tried to treat steph with as much care and respect I would my own mom. everyone makes mistakes and over the past few days I have made some major ones that I will have to live with for the rest of my life and I'm just asking for your forgiveness and maybe another chance with your daughter but I guess thats pushing it but all I want to be is a friend who can inspire her and help push her to reach goals she only thought wer dreams I would do whatever it takes just to once again gain your trust and respect like I once had. Steph if your reading this I love you and I never meant to hurt you I screwed up bad and if given the chance I would make it up to you but if I don't I feel that I would have to live with this burden on my back for the rest of my life. I don't know if I will ever be able to speak to you again so I just hope your life is a great one. I love you and god bless you and your family and I hope you have a wonderfull life
Love Andrew