Oh Dear...
Mmrph... It seems I am absolutely horrible at finding decent role plays.
Believe me, I truly want to find news friends and places to have a little fun... But it grows hard. Maybe it is easier then I make it seem to myself? I do enjoy a good bout of inner-struggle when it comes to the simplest matters...
Actually, scratch that. I don't. It just comes to me so naturally that I'm pretty much used to its monotone call of evil. Damn you self pity!
And what's worse is that the irritating troubles of day-to-day life have left me with little time on my hands, despite usually having nothing to do.
How does this make sense? Well, I'll explain.
You know that horrible feeling of stress? And how sometimes it just will not slow down, even when you try to relax? Like an odd burning that moves from your heart to your stomach, even to your feet and back, and just doesn't seem to want to go away?
That's me. Right now. At this moment. I am feeling impatient and my eyes won't stay still and let me read anything, things I need to know if I want to join know role play communities. How I'm writing is a mystery, I just hope I don't typo too often...
Ugh. I am a complete and utter mess... Oh dear, I'm not even writing like myself!
Believe me, I truly want to find news friends and places to have a little fun... But it grows hard. Maybe it is easier then I make it seem to myself? I do enjoy a good bout of inner-struggle when it comes to the simplest matters...
Actually, scratch that. I don't. It just comes to me so naturally that I'm pretty much used to its monotone call of evil. Damn you self pity!
And what's worse is that the irritating troubles of day-to-day life have left me with little time on my hands, despite usually having nothing to do.
How does this make sense? Well, I'll explain.
You know that horrible feeling of stress? And how sometimes it just will not slow down, even when you try to relax? Like an odd burning that moves from your heart to your stomach, even to your feet and back, and just doesn't seem to want to go away?
That's me. Right now. At this moment. I am feeling impatient and my eyes won't stay still and let me read anything, things I need to know if I want to join know role play communities. How I'm writing is a mystery, I just hope I don't typo too often...
Ugh. I am a complete and utter mess... Oh dear, I'm not even writing like myself!