Needed to vent a bit before i head to bed for the night.
You said it was for my own fucking good. You said i had fucking inner strength. You said I had nothing to fucking worry about. You said That every thing would be fine in time. You said I would fucking enjoy it. You said that I looked fine. You said to be fucking proud of myself. You said this would hurt me more then it would hurt you. You fucking said that I would be fucking happy here. You said the only way out is through. You said to not be ashamed of being who I am. All of it a pack of shit and bunch of fucking lies. Every last fucking word all of you said was a god damn lie.