blah blah blah brujah
failing to come into to some sort of random mixed feeling of hate and truth. bad blooded men trying to keep me from understanding why it is me that has to read. Being only short time from being able to go and yet being to far. yes i can see it gone long gone filled with much emptiness. Until i can find the last key im stuck. unable to move. bah damn the little twisted monkey states. they only want more and more and i have not much left to give until its to late. heh maybe if i push. making them think more. buy some time? maybe. maybe not. only action can bring forth the next move. idle hands as they say. move quicker then they. yes quicker. that should indeed buy the time that is needed. good now to finally act. yes indeed. its clear now. yes finally clear.