This Monkey has gone to heaven.(edited version)
My mood has gone from overly happy and filled with energy to be tired and wanting to be home locked away in my room for awhile. This has been the quickest amount of time it has taken for my mood to head south then I have ever seen. From happy to wanting not even be looked at. It’s like going from having a lot of self esteem to thinking I resemble some thing similar to an ogre or orc. Hell maybe even a troll. On any other day if I thought myself to be similar to an orc I would think of the Orcs in one of Kibler's stories, tales or visions and I would be happy with that, but today I feel like I need some kind of large robe with a large hood to cover my face so I don’t have to look at people and so they don’t have to look at me.