My Pain
today was fine until i got to lunch 6th period. i was on the lunch line with my friend ashley and we were standing behind tyler. well tyler was hugging, laughing with, and poking ashley and i'm left out. i mean he used to do those things with me. anywayz i felt really bad he is supposed to be my friend, and he is ignoring me. i started to cry. when ash and i sat down she asked me y i thought tyler was mad at me. i told probably about the kitty thing but i said sorry 10,000,000,000 times and 2 weeks ago he acted lik we were kool so i really didnt kno y he was mad at me. she told me that he said that because he wanted me to feel ok about everything that happened between me and him. i was fine with him being mad at me but he didnt have to lie to me lik that. y would he lie to me lik that? if tyler is reading this i hope he knows how much pain he caused. i hav a huge scar on my arm because of the pain he put me through. he says he doesnt lik to the cause of when someone hurts themselves, well he is the cause of y i did it. i mean he was the 1st friend i made this year that cared about me and he did this to me, all because of some stupid thing i said when i wasnt in a good mood. he doesnt understand y i said that either. i hate him so much. i hate him, and i hate kitty. i dont get whats the big deal with her n-e wayz. g2g l8r.