Sep 22, 2008 05:35
I'm completely sure that I have been able to erase every bit of chance I had at graduating with honorable mention after this semester. And it's not because of my majors. Oh the burden of having Philo and Theo courses. Why?!
Approximately one week before my finals, I caught some sort of bug that made me suffer through intermittent fever and stomach pain that hindered me from eating or drinking anything. My mom thought it was dengue, so she brought me to the hospital when my platelet count dropped below normal. By that time though, I was already dehydrated. ^_^ Hurrah.
Thank God I didn't have too many requirements during that week. And I was able to get better right before my final oral exams in Philosophy... which I'm pretty sure I flunked. And I took my Spanish 3 oral exams right before dehydration. But I still had that awful fever so I'm pretty sure I flunked that one, too.
I have mixed emotions. The thought of not graduating with any sort of honors makes me feel as if I'd lose my identity. On the other hand, it would be liberating to enter my last semester of college without any pressure to make up for grades. But then again, who is Wenky without honors?