Sep 30, 2005 19:33
After the freshwomen team's first basketball game, I mourned for the loss of one of my toenails. *sniff* But now, it is beginning to grow back. :D And I'm fascinated with this tiny gap between the deceased tough skin and my living toe. ^_^ My toe is no longer fully protected, yet I am amazed. *nod*
And this is exactly the kind of thought that gives the impression that I am not a girl. :P
I've been confused about gender for quite some time. Now, I have come to realize that I really am straight to the bone. errr... Maybe the hair is an exception... and the wardrobe... and the boy-like image... x_X Hee.
During high school, I believe I had been slightly influenced by my bisexual and homosexual friends. XD I picked up their lingo, a few of their gestures, and even their fetish preferences on certain subjects. Being in a purely female environment made my world (my circle) too small a place to contain my whole personality. And today I found myself wondering if I did fall under other gender categories. After contemplating much, my asexuality was redefined. It is now being not stereotypically straight. Yay for me! And Yay for being vague! :D
Anyway, life awaits! ^_^