Feeling odd
So I feel conflicted enough to write a blog entry. Lucky you.
The long and short is that I have made a very good friend over the past few weeks, Nina. I definantly like her, but I am oblivious to if she likes me. It should be painfully obvious, but Im a damned fool. La problema es que dormimos juntos y se que no estuvo una buena idea. I wish I knew why Mary doesn't like it. Oh well, it shouldn't matter. I like her, she is a damn good girl. Singer, photographer, intellegent, beautiful. Not to mention she is Catholic, which is kind of a big deal to me. I have heard she is permisquous, but that doesn't matter to me. God knows that Im not the best of that front. For whatever matter, Mary's opinion matters to me, but fuck it right.
In other news, I should be graduating soon. Im excited about that. Im actually kind of sad about it. I mean, Ive been in school for 17+ years. Its all that I know. I am also worried about loosing my friends. I like hanging with Leandra, Mary, Megan, Nina, Dane and all the rest. If I do want to keep them as friends, I guess it my responsability. It's not like Im moving away. Im going to be in the same city. I just love those guys. Not love in a 'oh I love you honey' sort of way, but I grew close to these people. I dont want to loose them. I wont. I know I wont. Eitherway, Im out. Later all.
The long and short is that I have made a very good friend over the past few weeks, Nina. I definantly like her, but I am oblivious to if she likes me. It should be painfully obvious, but Im a damned fool. La problema es que dormimos juntos y se que no estuvo una buena idea. I wish I knew why Mary doesn't like it. Oh well, it shouldn't matter. I like her, she is a damn good girl. Singer, photographer, intellegent, beautiful. Not to mention she is Catholic, which is kind of a big deal to me. I have heard she is permisquous, but that doesn't matter to me. God knows that Im not the best of that front. For whatever matter, Mary's opinion matters to me, but fuck it right.
In other news, I should be graduating soon. Im excited about that. Im actually kind of sad about it. I mean, Ive been in school for 17+ years. Its all that I know. I am also worried about loosing my friends. I like hanging with Leandra, Mary, Megan, Nina, Dane and all the rest. If I do want to keep them as friends, I guess it my responsability. It's not like Im moving away. Im going to be in the same city. I just love those guys. Not love in a 'oh I love you honey' sort of way, but I grew close to these people. I dont want to loose them. I wont. I know I wont. Eitherway, Im out. Later all.